The old man approached me slowly, shifted his cane to his left hand and
extended his right to me. He shook my hand with an earnest grip too young
for
his years. His eyes brimming with tears, he spoke in a quiet but firm
voice,
"I've been going to church all my life, but I never heard the gospel till
tonight!" At moments like
this, I know WHY I do what I do. What I had just done that evening was to
perform the stories of John's Gospel nearly verbatim from the scripture
text.
I am a biblical storyteller. I tell the stories of the scriptures in the
words
in which they have been traditioned to us in a way that give expression to
their liveliness, much as a virtuoso gives faithful, passionate expression
to
the notes of a score. When audiences tell me that I make the stories come
alive, I remind them, "The stories already ARE alive; I just try not to
KILL
them!" Gratifying responses are not infrequent from my audiences; they
inspire and humble me. And I have come to stand in awe of the power that
these
ancient stories have to move people, to change lives, and to challenge the
powers.
When I feel long-winded, I describe myself as "a professional, itinerant,
ecumenical minister of biblical story." This ministry, in addition to
performance, entails leading workshops and retreats in which I help others
discover their storytelling gifts and encounter biblical story not as "text
out there," but as living reality experienced from the inside-out. Having
explained the nature of my work, I usually hear next the
question, "And you make a living at this?" By the grace of God, yes, not
only
do I make a living at it, but my work has grown year by year. Now in my
seventh year at this vocation, I have finally discovered that this is what
I
wanted to do when I grew up!
I began doing biblical storytelling my first year in the parish. And I had
no
idea that it would change my life.
At that time, moreover, I did not yet
call
it "storytelling" but "drama." The important distinction in nomenclature
would
come later in the evolution of my craft. On Palm Sunday I performed for the
first time the passion narrative from the Gospel of Mark in lieu of a
sermon.
The response was electric! People were
moved to tears. Many told me that they had never experienced anything like
this before, that I had a real gift, that I should do more of this. So in
1980
I signed up for continuing education event with Tom Boomershine, professor
of
New Testament at United Theological Seminary in Dayton, Ohio and founder of
the ">Network of Biblical Storytellers.
Tom helped me understand the overwhelming response I had experienced in
telling Mark's passion story. He reminded me that the stories that became
Bible (a word that means "books") were first experienced and remembered as
breath and sound and noise---amusing, compelling, moving stories in which
people met God. Only later were the stories downloaded to paper, eventually
to
be regarded more as "ideas" frozen in silent ink than as lively adventures
in
communal imagination. Tom gave me the terminology "storytelling" to
designate
more accurately what I had previously referred to as dramatic monologue." I
came to understand that storytelling, unlike theater, is immediate and
direct.
The storyteller engages the audiences eye-to-eye with no "suspension of
disbelief" as in theater. After Tom spellbound me by telling the whole
Gospel
of Mark, I was hooked! I knew I had to do this, too; I had to commit the
gospel to memory and perform it as story. My college theater background and
the ham in my genes helped. I thought I could be
pretty good at it. And over the years I got better.
Invitations came from other churches to perform. Word spread. Ranging
farther
and farther from home, I added the Gospel of John to my repertoire. And I
began to realize that, in the best of all possible worlds, I would be a
full
time storyteller and teacher of storytelling. But, of course, this is the
REAL
world. Sure, Jesus was an itinerant storyteller, but he didn't have a
family
to feed!
The vocation to biblical storytelling began to emerge during a rigorous
career
counseling process. I underwent this counseling in the fourth year of a
difficult and painful pastorate. My call to parish ministry was seriously
in
doubt. From the first day on the job at this, my third church, it was clear
to
me that my style, personality and ideas would meet strong resistance from
some. But I was not prepared for the
intensity of the animosity, and my defensiveness quickly made a bad
situation
worse.
I thought that "hanging in" was the answer, that in time, when people got
to
know me, they would find that I was a right sort and a pretty good pastor,
too. But the pain of the conflict reached such a crescendo in my fifth year
that a caring colleague advised me, "You don't need to die for the church,
you
know; it's already been done."
That prophetic word lifted the weight. I knew then that I had to resign my
pastorate, but I also knew that I could not accept a call to church right
away, even though the counseling process had confirmed that I was, indeed,
suited for parish ministry---just not in this particular church. I felt too
beaten up to inflict myself on another congregation. Then I remembered what
had risen to the top in the career counseling: biblical storytelling.
"Right,"
I had thought at the time. "They warned me that this process would help
identify the 'horses that pull my cart,' but that practical concerns would
also have to be taken into consideration before any decision was made.
I called Tom Boomershine, who had introduced me to biblical storytelling a
decade earlier. He invited me to come to Dayton and to spend a day with
him,
exploring this vocation. I made the 12-hour pilgrimage to the Mecca of
biblical storytelling on a sweltering spring day in an old beat up VW with
no
air conditioning. The heat added to the intensity of the experience. Tom
spent
time with me, patiently listening, suggesting, encouraging. He blessed me
and
affirmed my call, and invited me to learn from him how to lead a workshop
and
retreat.
I was under no illusion that I would actually be able to support my family
in
this most specialized of ministries. But my sense of vocation to biblical
storytelling was too strong not to answer. My presbytery validated my
calling,
offered me the support of prayer, but left to me the minor details of the
entrepreneurship: finding work and being compensated for it. Imagining that
my
"career" would probably last a couple years, subsidized by my good wife's
income, I surmised that when I "got it out of my system" and when we ran
out
of savings, I would return to full time parish ministry. "Don't quit your
day
job" is the advice that greets all would-be artists. But was this art, or
was
this ministry, or was it both? Never mind. There was no way I could quit my
day job---until, that is, it became clear to me that there was no way that
I
could NOT quit my day job.
That God moves in mysterious ways is a sublime understatement. The
circumstances of my life having brought me to this point, the hard
questions
now arose. Did I trust God enough to do this? Could we cut back our budget
and
keep paying the mortgage? We did the numbers. If I could get SOME work and
do
some supply preaching, we thought we COULD live. We would have to dip into
our
savings perhaps, but our daughter was entering fifth grade and our son
would
start kindergarten in the fall. There would no longer be daycare expense.
My
wife Sue and I fretted and prayed and wrung our hands...and took the
plunge. I
announced my resignation six weeks hence.
Those mysterious ways in which God moves are never straight-line. On the
night
of my farewell dinner---the last night of a regular paycheck---I promised
my
wife that we would stop by the drugstore on the way home and 'waste' the
money
on a home pregnancy test. "It's all in your mind," I told my her, and I was
convinced of it, "you're just under a lot of stress." Of course "it" was a
little lower than her mind. When the donut formed in the test kit, I poured
a
scotch and began to cry. I cried for a week. Now I was self-employed
(unemployed) minister of biblical storytelling, and soon there would be
another mouth to feed! It was a moment of deep despair. Down and out. Where
was God? I remembered the Peter's whining to Jesus, "Look, we have left
everything and followed you!"
Within a few days of discovering that we were pregnant, Sue and I left on a
two-week choir tour of England. The choir was composed of alums in their
30s,
40s and 50s, all of whom had sung with a much beloved choral director at
Hartwick College. My friends all had older children. They were dealing with
empty nest and grandparenthood. Here I was, at 45 years old about to be a
father! The humor that was poked our way about this situation helped me to
begin to lighten up. In fact, being the butt of the bus jokes was
therapeutic.
I began to think about this new child as bonus instead of a burden. When we
returned from England and I was invited to guest preach, the lectionary
texts
for the next few weeks were all about the laughter of Abraham and Sarah. I
lived in those stories. I felt Abraham's giddy joy. I was grateful for this
gift of God, this twist in my life story. And I saw this unintended
pregnancy
as the covenantal sign and seal of my vocation. When Jesse was born on
February 21, 1993, I called him my storytelling baby. He has celebrated
every
birthday of his young life in Florida, where I have done two weeks of
storytelling
engagements in each of the last five years!
How the pieces all come together in God's good time! Two little rural
churches
agreed to contract with me for part time services on an "as available"
basis,
giving me a base from which to work and a community in which to be
grounded.
Their generous willingness to be without me half of the year's Sundays
reflected their
commitment to share me with the world. The Network of Biblical Storytellers
also contracted with me to be a consultant to and ambassador for the
organization. Within a few years I had performed at the National
Storytelling
Festival, the Joseph Campbell Festival and at several other national
events.
Appropriately for a ministry of storytelling, word of my work spread, and
more
and more work came.
This ministry has taken me all over the United States and to Canada, New
Zealand, Australia, Korea, and Israel. I have taught clergy and laity at
seminars and workshops and in churches and seminaries from coast to
coast---Presbyterians, United Methodists, Roman Catholics, Mennonites,
Baptists, Episcopalians and
more. Perhaps my greatest thrill was to help Tom Boomershine train 75
biblical
storytellers for the 1997 ELCA Youth Gathering in New Orleans. I performed
in
the superdome there for 36,000 youth, many of whom recited parts of Mark's
passion narrative along with me, having learned it by heart with the help
of
the storytellers whom I had trained.
What is the next step God has for this ministry? I don't know; but I will
be
happily surprised, I'm sure. One day I realized that I had given up
worrying
about the security issues that had so consumed me at the beginning. God has
cared for me and has opened doors for my ministry again and again. In the
words of the hymn, "'Tis grace has brought me safe thus far...." No doubt
someday this ministry will run its course. My voice will weaken, my
strength
will flag, my concentration will founder. I hope then to discern my
vocation
to what is next. But before grace leads me home, I hope to introduce the
church of the new millennium to this new/old way of experiencing the
stories
of God and to make the telling of the stories as commonplace in worship as
the
reading of the scriptures has been since the Reformation, to re-establish
this
ancient practice as a way to faith in post-literate culture, to leave a
legacy
of budding storytellers of all ages in whom the Word lives and breathes and
finds the kind of lively expression that changes the world.
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